From birth, your horoscope has a meaning that isn’t defined by any individual aspect. The holistic horoscope gives your life purpose and meaning. The Zodiacal Fire Grand Trine is the Hero’s Journey or The Quest. The warrior (Aries) is recognized as the only one (Leo) who can complete the quest (Sagittarius). My north node is in the ninth house. Religion, faith, and freedom have propelled me forward. It has been several years since I wrote parts of my story and it is time to finish the story of my religious journey.
If you have read my previous story (Part 1, Part 2), you will know that I ascribe my second religious journey to a challenge required for my career’s work. For me, it all ended in the blink of an eye. My awakening came as I read a wikipedia entry on the founder of the religion, Charles Taze Russell. In February 2015, learning that he was divorced and claiming his cuddling and kissing a young woman should be excused because he thought she was a child immediately disqualified him as a representative of God. It was all a lie. Later in August 2015, my belief in the Christian god went the same way.
Still the religion lingered. We had to plan our exit. As soon as we announced our departure, everything would change and the shunning by everyone would begin. Photos, records and stories had to collected. Bucket list items completed. Once we left, there was no turning back. My husband was struggling with losing everyone. We were planning on leaving July 2016.
In April 2016, a fury came over me that I wasn’t completely free and I wrote my resignation letter. The letter was simple. It said I resigned and wanted my name removed from any list that showed me as a member. This is called disassociation. I told them not to ever call on me again. I also wanted them to responsibly destroy any records they had on me. I had once been forced to confess to the elders and now knew they kept these records on their members. This ended all concern and anger that they would intrude on me at my home. The retrograde Sagittarius Saturn in the fourth fed the anger I had over being controlled, writing the letter ended it.
My birthday on July 8 came and went and still my husband couldn’t leave. He began playing fast and loose in how he talked to people. I wrote a basic letter for him he could date and sign, if they came to our door. Finally, he wrote his letter but wouldn’t send it. He then went to see his mom who couldn’t wait to turn him into the circuit overseer (they have changed the name again, he is a type of bishop). She told him that she didn’t care if he left the religion so long as he left it after she was dead. The belief is that everyone would live in paradise was what she meant. She needed him in this life but didn’t care if he was in the paradise because she wouldn’t need him them. Selfish. It was an admission she didn’t care about him at all just what he could do for her. A week or so went by while she tried to figure out how to score points for turning us in.
Finally, the local elders called us and he was ready to mail our letters. We put them in the mail in September. It was over.
From the beginning, the Capricorn Saturn was conjunct Sagttiarius Uranus. It was written from the beginning that eventually breaking free (Uranus) of religion (Sagittarius) would happen but it would be against the restraint of Saturn. In this religious prison break (Sagittarius Uranus in the 12th), the final story is that freedom of thought (retrogade Mercury conjunct Jupiter in the 9th) dissolved Saturn’s restraint. The Pisces Neptune subverted the old mind control of the initial chart. Obtaining Saturn’s license, has allowed me to enjoy a great freedom that would not otherwise have been mine.
He saw his mom again in early 2024 and even after seven years not one word was exchanged. Chattering away, annoying all the people around her, she had a suffeit of words for everyone else.
The Pisces Saturn was transiting his Pisces Moon while the Pisces Moon was conjunct Neptune. The prison authority she still chooses over her son. All of her children have left but only two have formal separations. My husband is the only one she shuns. This was the final test for his mother. Saturn was conjunct his Pisces Moon, what would she do?
Less than six months later, the religion changed the rules again. She and an elder from the church tried to call him. He didn’t take the call. He will not accept their authority dictating his relationship to his mother. They have no more control over us.
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